Vulnerable

Tomorrow is the second part of our home study--our social worker will be coming to our home.  She'll get a chance to see what our daily life is like, and to meet Griffin.  I am really looking forward to her visit.  It's exciting to have the opportunity to show her our life and to finally be at the point where we are becoming approved to adopt.  Each step is making the process more real, and with that comes the reality of how much we are putting our hearts on the line.  When you become pregnant and have a child, you know that baby is yours and will be for life.  This is different.  There are so many variables, people, emotions and personalities in the mix.  It's scary.  But, we're heading into the dark because we have hope that it will lead to our dreams coming true.