It's only been two weeks and we've had 1,239 people ask is if we've gotten a call yet. OK, it hasn't been that bad, but I think people we're dreaming of a magical story in which we went in the book and several minutes later we got a call. Good thing that's not what we expected! I'd love to have a magical story about a quick match, but I'll take a magical story at any time. We just want to grow our family, my timeline for it has disappeared. I hope that it doesn't come back, this way of thinking is much easier on my heart.
Today I was visiting with Griffin's daycare "mom". I asked her what she'd think of us using cloth diapers. She said that it wouldn't be a problem at all...it would make no difference to her. Really, really cool! So, I think that I'll start that search after things calm down a little bit (if they ever do!). Some days I get scared to act like an expecting mother, and other days I allow myself to put my whole heart into it. I daydream about it, but I don't really "do" anything for it. So, the search for the perfect cloth diaper may be just what I need to begin the nesting process! I need to let go of the fear that I won't get to be a mom again and keep my hope alive!
A special thanks to my friend Tawnia for inspiring me to consider cloth diapers. XO