We had a blast at the farm on Saturday, we were busy living the profile. I got back to our profile on Sunday and was having fun...I was making edits and all was good. But, time started ticking away and I started getting a little mopey about the whole thing. I wanted to be living the profile, not writing the profile. I was getting a little bitter that instead of enjoying life, I was back to working on paperwork for our adoption...it seems so unfair that I have to take so much time away from Griffin (and my beloved naps) to do all of this. But, as a good friend reminded me today (thanks, Dana!), what I am doing is for Griffin, too. And, as soon as we get through the profile and website updates, I can get back to having more free time and playing farm, splashing in puddles and raking leaves with my buddy.
I wasn't in the mood to proof our profile one last time last night, Jamie did, but I went to bed. I looked at it today and am going to call it quits. I'll have it proofed one last time, then will send it to our social worker to review.
I hope that whoever looks at it can see us shine through. I have to have faith and hope that we will shine through....to the right one. Our birth mother.
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